Well I guess I am the sort who lingers because the person I spoke of in my last post, I once again tried to re-establish a connection with.
It basically reaffirmed any doubt in my mind that I am right about that person. It makes me happy I am right but it is bittersweet because I am sad that I'll probably hold onto this anger for so long. Anger like this: You are a fag.
But I am definitely not going to go crawling back like I have in the past. =]
God has blessed me with such good friends, and I love the few that I have grown especially close to this past year, and those that I was able to make smile.
Or enjoy my food from foods class ;]
[You know who you ARE]
Proverbs 18:24
It was one of my favorite over a year ago, and it still is. I find it a good motivator and also a good relaxer. :]
Which brings me onto my next point. I am sick of only using this blog to whine about things all the time. My life is the complete opposite of miserable and unfortunate. Thank you to all my friends! The littlest things probably mean the most to me! i can never thank you guys for the smiles this year. It has been rough, but we only have a weeks left.
I have to work hard these last couple weeks. My grades are border and all depend on this, so I have to do my best. God please help me to do so.
And I also pray God that you'll help me stay focused and determined in my exercise so that I will gain muscle and be happy with myself. :]
God, I will no longer quit.
Amen.
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