I Don't Know

I am going through a sort of transitional period in my life.
I am changing my personality to better fit some people.
Getting annoyed lately by a few people.
Then there is SNSD.

I was such an anti-fan of them but everything about haters or fans of them is ridiculous so I don't care anymore.Its sad that something like them consumed so much of my thoughts to begin with. Still confused as to what marines have anything to do with genies though.

Tae-Yeon though, that girl has talent.

I don't know if anyone even reads my blog at all. Maybe the few thatdid got bored after most of my posts were just negative things, but I don't know. Perhaps the free time of summer is giving me too much time to think.

If anyone does read this well, just know that I don't really know where I am in life right now. Should I be someonecompletely differentthan my normal self to get along better with a close friend and also so that I'll like my image more, or should I be how I am naturally but at the same time hate myself?

On a more positive note I started reading the Bible again and been praying on a regular basis, which is great for me. I also have the feeling God wants me to start drawing again. But we will see. Had last bible study with my class of 2 years, which was pretty sad but our memories will stay strong in mind.

Been slacking on exercising too, but haven't stopped yet. It has just been hot and I don't want to sweat and lose more weight.

Pray for me so God will show me the path to choose.